People claim that talking is a part of healing process. They say, that to heal properly, you need to talk. I think, talking is overrated. I do not say that you should not talk about your problems, or that it is not good thing. I am trying to be psychiatrist after all. But I say, that if you put your trust in wrong person, it may cause bigger damage than just simply shut up. On the other hand, I miss having someone to talk to . When I cry at night, or when I just don't get myself, I miss having someone to call. I miss having someone who'd understand. The problem is, that this is probably the only thing that I miss about him. I made him my psychiatrist - and that's not fiance-fiance relationship. That's patient-doctor relationship. And I am going trough some shit, that I don't get. If you want to be psychiatrist, not knowing what the hell is going on inside of you, is scaring the crap out of you. I usually get what other people think, I usually get why are they